To work or not work, that is the question...

I'm not going to quote dude Shakespeare more than this, though his words was so deep, that we can with his play write every political scandal till now. One more reason how hollow we accepted our destiny, but my thoughts today were toward something else. Few day back i get my eyes on something called "why not working 3 days a week" and would like to express my point about it.

I'm sure that all working population would grab Mr. Carlos Slim's idea and Mr. Richard Branson's blog refined with his own vision, with both hands wide open. It's kind of normal since we're humans, who are taking those opportunities blindly, aren't we? Sure it is, it's the same as 500€ on the floor, which we saw and grab them as quick we can, hoping no one sees us and claiming for it. We do this kind of stupidity very frequently, by buying lotto, buying things we don't need, playing stupid level marketing games and and... And then again, where is the difference about this idea? It will be sponsored by wealthy people, who will exploit our labor and then makes us spend our money, which will be called quality time with family. Wow, great turnaround in our desperate lives - we could have more time to spend money in the facilities of the same group of those "humanitarians". Really something what we will call quality time.

Don't get me wrong, the idea it self has potential, what does bothers me about it, is point long time ago said by dud William "Something is rotten in the state of Denmark..." and i smell the rotten here also, but on the other hand, how come that's some born and raised in capitalism now try to become a communist. Perverse, isn't? I could take someone who was turned around from communist to capitalist, because money through advertising can do that, but in opposite way, i don't think so. Believe me, in ex Yugoslavia i saw, how people turning their beliefs, 24 years ago. We made real evolution step forward, becoming greedy of things and in the same time give up on humanity, shame on us. But that's another story or maybe i'm being too young to tell.

My point to the idea of three days working week is, the same as evolution step from one system to the other, and i'm not saying that was wrong, but in my opinion, we have to more evolutes as a human species. All those how plays us as marionettes should first gives an example by giving away their wealth, treat us as equals and if they still have the need to do this, then they'll have to teach us how to live a life by not spend it on stupidity. I won't be needing branded clothes, three cars, 300m2 house, summer house, 2,5 times more food that a can eat, to become that person, if i want to be changed. I might say, we all know right from wrong, but still making mistakes, like we don't have any education, any confidence, or we got no ego on our own. Sorry but, that's who we are, little stupid herd of sheeps. beeeebebebbeeee

"My journey out of land of opportunity"

OK here we go again. This time with a bit different thematics, more philosophy and self-development. I was never keen of any kind pre decided form of life and i intend to be the same in future. So, this writing i'm dedicating to my self and to all who is seeking something more out of life, then just to be born and to die.

I found our world, religions or our present being as dead state of mind, no different as to be dead right after being born. That's no morbidity or any other kind of self destructive thinking, it's just the way i'm accepting the life around us. Why is so, that the animals in our presence seems to be so calm, as they participate in different dimension of time? Probably the answer is in perception of what they need or don't. The same pattern we can find in our kids until they are still virgin in relation to materialism and passion. Does that mean that we stuck dead in a living shape? Maybe, but recently i found out that human can exists also by loving somebody and still being independent from society trends. This way of life without watching TV, going to must go places, shopping malls, buying unnecessary things is not going to jeopardize our tends to love someone or our hobbies. It will provide us additional quality time, spend with our close ones and make us even more bulletproof to impacts from surroundings.

When i was much younger, i found quality of life in trends or things from my surrounding and medias. The desire was always as, i want to have sex with this person or i have to marry someone regarding on ones public image or i must have that thing. Mistakes, i made in that time and negative energy I collected along, still follows me around. But what happens next, when we buy that things or get hooked with that someone? With things is quite easy, we got one more crap, that we don't need, but in relations is a bit more complicated, especially when kids come along. You can't go back and you certainly don't have motivation to go further. If one didn't meet abbeys of life before, it will have hanging over head now. Damn, it's hard to live like that or with the decision you make. Trust me, i have been through that all, but now i see it was worth it and i'm see now that the money is the easiest part of equation.

The hard part comes in relations with my daughter, since there are involved other persons from my old and new life. At the beginning was wondering about decision i made, but by unplugging the unnecessary world out of my life, the ideal path was shown on my palm, as bright as could be. It navigate me and i followed blindfolded. Not even with blink in my eye, i stepped into journey of clear decisions and with peace on my mind. I was already way down the road, when i asked my self for the first time in correctness of decision i made. Maybe is in my nature, maybe it was just too late, but i didn't feel any regret about it. It gave me strength beyond expectations and opened the doors to places i haven't even dreamed of.

So, here i am, in a present, in time of my life, looking for new me, the one, i use to want to be and hoping to find that self. The signs i'm getting are positive, the marks i follow, shows the right direction, with not knowing the future, i'm getting. But that is the charm of our lives, to be ourselfs and not someones clones. Yeap, that who i want to be.